I want to continue writing about what I promised in my last post. I couldn't find the time to do it earlier due to my busy schedule as a mom and some unresolved financial issues.
Nevertheless, the nightmare didn't stop there; it was only the beginning.
Before, I did try to share my concerns with my friends and family through facebook. However, they all provided the same answer which was "go to Church". All of them are Catholics and they don't know that the problem was the Catholic Church and my dream that I had was a warning about it.
Whatever speak through them, I knew it wasn't from God.
1 John 4:1Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.
The voices I heard back then were crystal clear. When I asked myself, "What should I do?" they responded with, "Read the Bible" and "The Bible is the Truth." As I heard those words in my mind, an indescribable pain suddenly penetrate through my heart, like I'm having a heart attack. I knew deep down that it was an attempt by the devil to stop me from discovering the truth.
However, I remained steadfast, understanding that the only way to overcome these challenges was by following God. Having watched countless movies where good triumphs over evil, I held onto the belief that God is inherently good. With determination, I left my condo in Petaling Jaya and set out to find the nearest Christian shop.
Luckily, there was a nearby Christian shop. Despite feeling scared, I pushed through, knowing that fear came from the Devil. Stepping inside, I instantly felt lighter and relieved. The shop became my happy place, filled with Christ-centered items that brought me joy. I bought a Bible, something I had never done before, and a cute cross for my room. Returning to my room, I hesitated to open the Bible as negative thoughts swirled in my mind. I also felt a heavy force on my arm, as if something was preventing me from opening it.
Obviously, it's the demon again trying to stop me, telling me how I will surely regret reading it. Yet, the Holy Spirit continues to insist, urging me to "Read the Bible." So, I gather my courage and dive into its pages. As I read, the initial fear dissipates, replaced by surprise. Throughout the years, I never enjoyed reading the Bible, assuming that the Catholic Church had already provided a comprehensive summary. But now, I realize that the whole truth was kept hidden from us. They concealed the truth! I also remember pausing at a chapter, contemplating the depths of God's love for sinners. This Bible, these words, they are meant for us—those seeking answers, a way out of evil. It has been here all along, waiting to be uncovered.
2 Timothy 3:16All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It corrects us when we are wrong and teaches us to do what is right.
I was overwhelmed with excitement, craving for more answers as I delved deeper into the truth.
Matthew 5:6God blesses those who hunger and thirst for justice, for they will be satisfied.
As it was almost night time, the fear of the night scares me the most that I had to sleep with the lights on for days. Nothing seems to be happening and I was actually hoping it stays that way but it didn’t. I felt like the devil was taunting me, trying to wait to ambush me when I’m not prepared.
1 Peter 5:8Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.
The upcoming night filled me with fear, so I kept the lights on while sleeping for many nights. Sadly, my hope for peace was shattered. It felt like the devil was mocking and waiting to attack when I least expected it.
I really couldn't remember everything that happened back in 2011 that made me completely change my life forever. However, there was that one night when I thought it was all over, but I was wrong. They do whatever they can to attack you when you're at your most vulnerable, so don't think they will stop. The only way to be prepared is to be alert at all times!
When I was sleeping, I dreamt that I was inside my room, but it felt as if I was in another dimension or possibly within a spiritual realm. Everything was grey in colour, with fog everywhere, and that's all I could remember.
In front of me, I met a demon who somehow looked like me but uglier, similar to how you see the demon from "The Ring." She had a furious expression as she stared at me. Not only that, but behind her, I could see another demon, resembling a man. Somehow, I knew why she was angry—it was because I had chosen Christ.
Suddenly, she strangled me, but I didn't feel any choking feeling because her hands were so weak. I don't know what came over me but I did the most unthinkable which was strangling her back and spoke the word of God directly towards her face, reciting the prayer "Our Father." Then I woke up. Perhaps they couldn't tolerate me any longer.
After waking up, I told myself, "Not again" (yes, you will always have another encounter with demons; this was just one of them). I always wondered why, after a nightmare, I would wake up around 3 to 4 am in the morning. Sometimes, this wouldn't just happen in dreams but in reality as well.
I noticed birds fighting outside my window, but I didn't pay much attention to it initially, thinking they were simply asserting their territorial dominance or something. In my room, there's a small balcony designated only for an air-conditioner, which I don't actually have. My room is the only one with a window that provides access to the balcony.
It was only when my housemate knocked on my door and asked about a foul smell emanating from the bathroom (which was right next to mine) that I discovered there was a dead bird on the balcony. They only noticed it when they tried to open the bathroom's window.
The smell was disgusting, like a dead body! It was so rotten that it made me want to throw up. My housemate, who was also my friend, went into my room to check through the window. We were both shocked by what we discovered! The floor was covered in feathers, blood, and there were two dead birds. It reminded me of a horror movie I used to watch, where something like this was seen as a sign from the devil. It made me feel paranoid, and I wish I didn't because-
Matthew 10:28Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.
I realized how foolish it was for me to fear something that itself fears God! Reflecting on my limited knowledge of the Bible and how close I came to being deceived by these evil spirits, I vow to never be fooled again. I am a Child of God, and the Bible is my sword that I will never let go of! Even if I stumble, I will rise up and fight once more!
By the way, for those who believe that our departed loved ones are still present with us, don't believe it! Those are demons who mimic their appearance, speech, and knowledge. I have encountered such a deception myself, and it has made me aware that demons can disguise themselves as our loved ones. Keep this verse in mind
2 Corinthians 11:14And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light.