Another Demonic Encounter & 2 Dead Pigeon | Mom Fears God

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I want to continue writing about what I promised in my last post. I couldn't find the time to do it earlier due to my busy schedule as a mom and some unresolved financial issues. 

Nevertheless, the nightmare didn't stop there; it was only the beginning.

Before, I did try to share my concerns with my friends and family through facebook. However, they all provided the same answer which was "go to Church". All of them are Catholics and they don't know that the problem was the Catholic Church and my dream that I had was a warning about it.

Whatever speak through them, I knew it wasn't from God.

1 John 4:1  

Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.

The voices I heard back then were crystal clear. When I asked myself, "What should I do?" they responded with, "Read the Bible" and "The Bible is the Truth." As I heard those words in my mind, an indescribable pain suddenly penetrate through my heart, like I'm having a heart attack. I knew deep down that it was an attempt by the devil to stop me from discovering the truth. 

However, I remained steadfast, understanding that the only way to overcome these challenges was by following God. Having watched countless movies where good triumphs over evil, I held onto the belief that God is inherently good. With determination, I left my condo in Petaling Jaya and set out to find the nearest Christian shop.

Luckily, there was a nearby Christian shop. Despite feeling scared, I pushed through, knowing that fear came from the Devil. Stepping inside, I instantly felt lighter and relieved. The shop became my happy place, filled with Christ-centered items that brought me joy. I bought a Bible, something I had never done before, and a cute cross for my room. Returning to my room, I hesitated to open the Bible as negative thoughts swirled in my mind. I also felt a heavy force on my arm, as if something was preventing me from opening it.

Obviously, it's the demon again trying to stop me, telling me how I will surely regret reading it. Yet, the Holy Spirit continues to insist, urging me to "Read the Bible." So, I gather my courage and dive into its pages. As I read, the initial fear dissipates, replaced by surprise. Throughout the years, I never enjoyed reading the Bible, assuming that the Catholic Church had already provided a comprehensive summary. But now, I realize that the whole truth was kept hidden from us. They concealed the truth! I also remember pausing at a chapter, contemplating the depths of God's love for sinners. This Bible, these words, they are meant for us—those seeking answers, a way out of evil. It has been here all along, waiting to be uncovered.

2 Timothy 3:16  

All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It corrects us when we are wrong and teaches us to do what is right.

I was overwhelmed with excitement, craving for more answers as I delved deeper into the truth.

Matthew 5:6 

God blesses those who hunger and thirst for justice, for they will be satisfied.

As it was almost night time, the fear of the night scares me the most that I had to sleep with the lights on for days. Nothing seems to be happening and I was actually hoping it stays that way but it didn’t. I felt like the devil was taunting me, trying to wait to ambush me when I’m not prepared.

1 Peter 5:8 

Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.

The upcoming night filled me with fear, so I kept the lights on while sleeping for many nights. Sadly, my hope for peace was shattered. It felt like the devil was mocking and waiting to attack when I least expected it.

I really couldn't remember everything that happened back in 2011 that made me completely change my life forever. However, there was that one night when I thought it was all over, but I was wrong. They do whatever they can to attack you when you're at your most vulnerable, so don't think they will stop. The only way to be prepared is to be alert at all times!

When I was sleeping, I dreamt that I was inside my room, but it felt as if I was in another dimension or possibly within a spiritual realm. Everything was grey in colour, with fog everywhere, and that's all I could remember.

In front of me, I met a demon who somehow looked like me but uglier, similar to how you see the demon from "The Ring." She had a furious expression as she stared at me. Not only that, but behind her, I could see another demon, resembling a man. Somehow, I knew why she was angry—it was because I had chosen Christ.

Suddenly, she strangled me, but I didn't feel any choking feeling because her hands were so weak. I don't know what came over me but I did the most unthinkable which was strangling her back and spoke the word of God directly towards her face, reciting the prayer "Our Father." Then I woke up. Perhaps they couldn't tolerate me any longer.

After waking up, I told myself, "Not again" (yes, you will always have another encounter with demons; this was just one of them). I always wondered why, after a nightmare, I would wake up around 3 to 4 am in the morning. Sometimes, this wouldn't just happen in dreams but in reality as well.

I noticed birds fighting outside my window, but I didn't pay much attention to it initially, thinking they were simply asserting their territorial dominance or something. In my room, there's a small balcony designated only for an air-conditioner, which I don't actually have. My room is the only one with a window that provides access to the balcony.

It was only when my housemate knocked on my door and asked about a foul smell emanating from the bathroom (which was right next to mine) that I discovered there was a dead bird on the balcony. They only noticed it when they tried to open the bathroom's window.

The smell was disgusting, like a dead body! It was so rotten that it made me want to throw up. My housemate, who was also my friend, went into my room to check through the window. We were both shocked by what we discovered! The floor was covered in feathers, blood, and there were two dead birds. It reminded me of a horror movie I used to watch, where something like this was seen as a sign from the devil. It made me feel paranoid, and I wish I didn't because-

Matthew 10:28 

Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.

I realized how foolish it was for me to fear something that itself fears God! Reflecting on my limited knowledge of the Bible and how close I came to being deceived by these evil spirits, I vow to never be fooled again. I am a Child of God, and the Bible is my sword that I will never let go of! Even if I stumble, I will rise up and fight once more!

By the way, for those who believe that our departed loved ones are still present with us, don't believe it! Those are demons who mimic their appearance, speech, and knowledge. I have encountered such a deception myself, and it has made me aware that demons can disguise themselves as our loved ones. Keep this verse in mind

2 Corinthians 11:14 

And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light.

God Found My Husband's Missing Wallet | Mom Fears God

This testimony is about the belief that when you have strong faith, God makes things happen. I am very excited because today, during my usual prayer, I suddenly felt overwhelming joy! This reminded me of a time when my husband's wallet was lost while he was waiting for me at the airport. It was an unforgettable day because it was the first time we were finally seeing each other.

At that time, he was still my boyfriend, and we both had a deep love for God, believing that He had brought us together. In fact, it was my husband who first found me on Facebook early 2012. We hadn't seen each other since 2007, when we last crossed paths at Centre Point Shopping Mall. He tapped me on the shoulder, asked me a question, and when I answered, I left without saying goodbye. It wasn't because of him, but because I was dealing with personal difficulties and had distanced myself from everyone. As you can see, he was actually a part of my childhood. Fast forward to 2012, he found me again through my ex online, and after a lot of conversation and catching up, he confessed his feelings to me, and that's how we got together.

Now, let me tell you how God revealed Himself during this incident. When I was in the departure hall in Kuala Lumpur, my husband (who was still my boyfriend back then) called me and told me that his wallet had gone missing. I told him not to panic and advised him to pray to God, believing that He would help us find it.

Matthew 21:22

And whatever you ask in Prayer, you will Receive, if you have Faith.

Back then, I didn't have much knowledge about the scriptures; it was as if I was living by faith without fully understanding. So, I prayed wholeheartedly for my husband, believing that God would help us find his wallet. After the two-hour plane journey to Kota Kinabalu, I called him to let him know I had arrived. Praise God, he told me that he found his wallet! A kind Samaritan had discovered it and contacted his uncle (as there was a list of contacts inside the wallet). His uncle came and returned it to my husband.

This experience serves as proof that prayer is the most powerful tool we need for everything!

I Heard Screams Of Hell Through Red Door | Mom Fears God

I had a peculiar dream that holds significant meaning, perhaps indicating what is to come in the future?

It started when a military group arrived and brought all the people from town to a newly constructed open hall. I didn't understand why I was there, but I could sense that something was not right. There was a feeling of fear, as if I knew that something was very wrong. Everyone seemed like zombies, lacking any emotions.

We were all standing in line, waiting to enter a specific door. I couldn't see clearly what was happening inside because it was completely dark. As I got closer to the door, I suddenly heard someone's ribs cracking, screams of terror, and horrifying, painful sounds. Strangely, others around me didn't seem bothered by it. Then, I noticed a person who managed to escape through a broken gap on the right side near the door. Fearing for my life, I decided to follow that person, but I realized I was still inside the military base.

I saw a familiar man, I think it was my cousin crying in anguish to me and said "I could hear people in torment!" and he ran. Then I saw one of the army man I then quickly hid myself under the chair full of emotionless zombie people. The man angrily stomping his boots and said “They have escape! We have to find them!!” it made me so scared that I wait until they leave until I could run.  The dream somehow keep changing and changing but only this certain scene I could still remember because of the terrifying screaming. It’s like listening the screams from Hell. If you asking me what it means, it’s already an obvious answer that there’s a lot of people who are still been brainwashed but not realize that what they are doing is leading them to somewhere they will very much regret.

Matthew 26:41   

Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

Seeing the military in my dream also means we can't trust the government. Only those who are not brainwashed would know about their evil plans, like implanting a chip in our hand, which is the Mark of the Beast, and trying to take over the world by disregarding God's laws. They promote things like homosexuality, abolish Christ's teachings because they are unacceptable to the world, support abortion, and much more. If you pay attention to the cruelty in this world, you will notice it.

Revelation 13:16-17

And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads, And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name. 

Satan is holding you hostage without your awareness. He uses earthly desires to control and distract you, preventing you from seeking Christ. You may constantly feel a sense of searching for something, but you find ways to keep yourself occupied, such as cleaning or gaming and anything to keep yourself busy so you won't be thinking of Christ.

If you still feel lost, it's because you need Jesus! 

I Saw My Friend's Face Dissolve into a Demonic Form | Mom Fears God

John 20:19

"Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."

I'm actually quite envious of those who have unwavering faith in Jesus without the need for visions and dreams to transform them, but having faith alone doesn't mean we can trust every spirit that communicates with us.

I want to tell you about another dream I have, the dream was where I found myself in an empty white room with one of my friend. 

She was speaking to me in a normal manner, but something felt off about her presence. I then recalled the verse "Don't believe every spirit"

1 John 4:1 

"Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world."

 and so I said to her,

"YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND!"

Suddenly, my friend's face started to dissolve into a demonic form, and it tried to attack me. 

However, I fought back using the Word of God. 

Then, something astonishing occurred—the wall behind the demon suddenly shattered, causing the demon to flee. 

On the other side of the wall, I saw an angel smiling at me, and I felt compelled to follow him through a beautifully radiant jungle.

The beautiful jungle has a narrow path.

I chased after the angel, eager to ask numerous questions about this world and about God. 

When I woke up, I felt a mix of happiness and sadness because I was so close to uncovering more answers about everything. 

This experience took place in 2012, and the memory remains vivid in my mind to this day.

The Rosary "Hail Mary" is Demonic! *PROOF* | Mom Fears God

I understand that the title might upset many Catholics. I'm kindly asking you to give me an opportunity to explain why.

And before judging me, please read finish my testimony. The reason I write this is because I'm worried for everyone salvation and it's not fair that I have to keep it to myself after finding out the truth. So please bare with me and keep reading.

Because the people who taught us in the Catholic Church are false apostles and have been lying to us. Remember, I was also a Catholic until the truth was revealed to me.

2 Corinthians 11:13-15 

For such men are false apostles, deceitful workmen, disguising themselves as apostles of Christ. And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. So it is no surprise if his servants, also, disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. Their end will correspond to their deeds.

Please be aware that what I'm going to write might be disturbing for some people. I previously shared this experience when it happened to me in 2011 through a dream. Many of my relatives and friends started assuming that I had a spiritual attack because I rarely go to church or don't pray often. Their advice didn't feel right in my heart. 

And here's why.

One night during my college years, after a tiring day, I went to sleep in my room. I had a dream where I found myself walking on an empty road with buildings made of mirrors surrounding me. I could even see my own reflection as I walked along the pavement. The dream consisted only of buildings and roads, with nothing else in sight.

The place looked neat, but it had a gloomy and abandoned atmosphere. I also recall shifting my path to walk along the middle of the wide, empty road ahead. I had no idea where I was going, but I kept walking and walking. And then, I remembered this verse.

Matthew 7:13-14

"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.

While walking aimlessly, I started to feel a sense of danger and noticed a figure standing in front of me. I tried my hardest to stop and turn back but my body kept on going forward towards it.

Suddenly, that thing rushed towards me and started punching my stomach. I could feel the strong impact and the pain it caused. Then, it proceeded to strangle me with its muscular hand. Looking at its face was the most terrifying experience of my life. It was the first time I had actually seen the Devil.

I saw horns on his head, resembling a ram. His body was massive and muscular. Surprisingly, his skin wasn't red like how others described the devil, but rather a dark maroon color, almost like blood. I struggled to free myself from his grip around my neck, and a voice in my head urged me to pray the "Our Father" prayer. Jesus had taught us to pray this when we needed his help, so I fervently recited it.

Our Father who are in Heaven,

Hollowed be your name,

Your Kingdom come,

You will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven,

As I prayed, the Devil grew weaker and let go of me, shrinking in fear as he ignored God's prayer. My fear disappeared, and I felt courageous to face him. I kept praying, looking down at him proudly while I continue praying.

Give us this day our daily bread,

And forgive us out sins,

As we forgive those who sins against us,

Do not bring us to the test,

But deliver us from Evil,

AMEN!

It remained on the ground, looking cowardly. I decided to pray the "Hail Mary" in hopes of further weakening it.

As soon as I uttered "Hail Mary," the Devil regained its strength and immediately began choking me. I was terrified and wondered what had just happened. Struggling for breath, a wooden Cross appeared in my hand out of nowhere. It burned my hand, but I held onto it tightly and showed it to the Devil. In response, the Devil screamed and I could see it being burned by the Cross.

After that, I woke up and felt relieved to escape from the horrifying nightmare. However, I soon realized that it was only the beginning, and I will explain why in my next post. I strongly believe that this was a sign from Jesus. I opened my laptop, searched on Google, and asked something like, "Why doesn't Mother Mary's prayer work?"

I then came across a title that read, "Do not pray to Mother Mary." Curiosity got the better of me, and I immediately clicked on it. To my surprise, it presented pictures and even Bible verses that the Catholic Church never mentioned.

Exodus 20:4 

“You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.

Leviticus 26:1

Ye shall make you no idols, neither shall ye rear you up a graven image, or a pillar, neither shall ye place any figured stone in your land, to bow down unto it: for I am Jehovah your God. 

Because of this, my perspective on my own religion underwent a dramatic shift. I realized that in order to change myself, I had to confront the challenges head-on. After this dream, I experienced numerous spiritual attacks, which eventually helped me understand how to fight against them. It's important to acknowledge that the Devil is familiar with God's word as well. He is skilled at manipulating people and distorting its true meaning.

This is also why I need to tell people.

Ephesians 5:11

Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them.

I hope that by sharing my testimony, it may have an impact on someone else's life before it becomes too late. I had to endure mental hardships and being a highly sensitive person made it even more challenging.

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I Saw New Heaven On Top Of A Tower | Mom Fears God

So I just figure out what one of my dream meant. It was a very long time ago like 2012 and during that time I just started to gave all my heart to Jesus Christ like praising, being thankful and praying to him every day. But this year, I feel ashame to say I just returned myself to Christ again. I was facing a lot of problem until I have forgotten about my Lord & Savior. I feel so guilty thinking about it!

Thanked the Lord he never give up on me and still waited for me! I repented all my sins I’ve committed and saved by him, but that don’t mean the Devil won’t stop tempting me. For I know his time will come where he will be sent into eternal punishment once the Savior comes. 

So. . . my dream.

I was inside a High Tower with other people who I don’t know. They were wearing long white robes and it look like they were all somehow waiting patiently for something. Some just walking around in the tower in a slow pace, not really rushing at all.

I look outside the wide stone window and what I saw was astounding, I saw the universe! And below the tower I see bright beautiful soft grass, beautiful bright clear lake with waterfall, bright rainbows! I felt so joyful just looking at it, you don't know how beautiful it was! Words just can't describe!

Could it be Heaven or the New Jerusalem? John said that Heaven & Earth will no longer exist but a New Jerusalem will descend. Are "we" all waiting? I haven't read Psalm but I found this about "Tower"

Psalm 61:3-4 

"For you have been my refuge,

a strong tower against the foe.

I long to dwell in your tent forever

and take refuge in the shelter of your wings."

Proverbs 18:10

"The name of the Lord is a fortified tower;

the righteous run to it and are safe."

Psalm 91:1-2

Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High

will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress,

my God, in whom I trust.”

Revelation 21-2 

And I saw a new Heaven and a new Earth, for the first Heaven and the first Earth were passed away and there was no more sea.

And I John, saw the Holy City, New Jerusalem, coming down from God out of Heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her Husband.   

I'm very sure that this Dream or Vision was from God because I remember when I sat down on the floor and beside me was a man. I look at him and asked him

“Do you believe in God?”

He smiled at me and said

“Yes”

Then I wake up.

There's a reason why I asked first, because I was testing the spirit just like the scripture in 1 John 4:1-3. I had tested the spirit before through other dreams, and they always turned out to be evil spirits. But this time, it's different. The person smiled with pure calmness!

I felt incredibly joyful. I'm simply grateful that Jesus revealed this to me, I'm sure he is reaffirming me that I've been anointed. However, I'm also hesitant to make assumptions about the identity of those people. Were they the deceased awaiting Jesus's judgment or the true followers of Jesus who are still on Earth? 

I can tell you this much: the number of people on the high tower with me was not as many as I hope. Though I didn't count, from what I saw was it just wasn't as many. I also too scared to give an estimate number because I don't want believers who read this to be discouraged but please, since now you know. If you wish to see visions and dreams from God, seek Him continuously without giving up. I have waited day after day, sometimes for months, with no answers. But that doesn't mean He isn't there. He is! We just need to be patient and always believe.

James 1:2-4 

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."

Just think, billions of people in Earth right now and only a few can enter his Kingdom. 

Luke 13:23-24

Someone asked him, 'Lord, are only a few people going to be saved?' He said to them, 'Make every effort to enter through the narrow door, because many, I tell you, will try to enter and will not be able to.

Brothers and sisters, I want to be honest with you. I'm not claiming to be perfect or trying to brag. I'm rewriting this to let you know that I have backslid, but the Holy Spirit has never left me. As long as I'm alive, God is giving me the chance to repent and come back stronger, and that's exactly what I'm doing.

I cried and felt ashamed, but by the grace and love of God, I am saved once again. Just because you fall once or twice, it doesn't mean that God has abandoned you. He has kept you safe and protected you from the enemy who wants to destroy you quickly.

Remember that even Peter, Jesus' most loyal disciple and closest friend, denied Him three times (denied in knowing Jesus, denied being one of Jesus' disciples, denied any involvement in Jesus' ministry) , and Jesus knew it would happen. Just as He knew that Judas would betray Him. The difference between Peter and Judas is that Peter asked for repentance, while Judas did not. Judas took his own life without even attempting to seek forgiveness.

Which I 100% sure with the kindness of Jesus heart he will forgive if you ask.

1 John 1:9 

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

What do you say? Are you ready to experience the power of the Almighty God? Kneel and repent. May you live your life following the example of Christ, and may the Holy Spirit guide and remind you to be kind and speak God's word. If you are not familiar with the word of God, the Bible is the source of His teachings. God bless and Amen.

Jesus Saved Me From Drowning at Sunway Lagoon | Childhood Testimony

My family and I went on a vacation to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, but I don't recall exactly how old I was at the time. It's remarkable how I can remember these details, just like my previous testimony about "bullying." I believe it must be part of God's plan for me to testify.

One day, we visited Sunway Lagoon, and as kids, we were filled with excitement. My parents were taking a break somewhere, and my siblings and I ventured off on our own to explore the pool park and find fun things to do. We didn't receive much parental supervision, perhaps because they thought we would be safe with many people and lifeguards around. 

I found myself in the kiddy pool, which wasn't very deep, just above my chest. I remember playing and having a great time until I decided to dive underwater. However, as I tried to swim back up, I became fearful and struggled. The floor was slippery, and I couldn't maintain my balance. I was on the verge of losing my breath when suddenly, I felt someone pulling me up. 

My memory ends there, and I don't recall what happened next, but I believe I continued to have fun without realizing the danger I had been in. As I grew up as a new born Christian recently, I was engaged in a prayer meeting with a friend and my husband. We were sharing our testimonies, and I recounted the story of someone pulling me out at Sunway Lagoon, though I couldn't remember who it was. My friend smiled and likened it to the story of Peter being at sea with Jesus.

To be honest, I was surprised and delighted when he made that connection. It made me realize that Jesus constantly seeks to draw closer to me spiritually, always being there for me. Reflecting on this memory now, I understand that we shouldn't let our faith waver. Despite our doubts clouding our minds, what brings me joy is that no matter how far we may sink into the depths, Jesus is always there to lift us up, even when our faith is small.

My Daughter Has 2 Angelic Being Visiting Her & I Saw Them! | Mom Fears God

Luke 4:10 

For it is written, “He will command his angels concerning you, to guard you,’

Three years have passed since then, and I once wrote a Facebook post sharing how I saw two angels looking down at my daughter. Unfortunately, no one paid much attention to my post. Despite that, I didn't let it bother me because I know what I saw, and it remains a cherished moment in my memory.

That one day, after returning from the hospital, we were all exhausted. My husband and I went straight to bed after putting our daughter, Angel, to sleep. However, that particular night, for some unknown reason, I felt compelled to wake up, despite being incredibly tired.

Although I couldn't see their exact appearance, what I witnessed were two tall figures, emitting a golden, radiant light, standing together and gazing down at my daughter. The room was filled with a sense of pure joy. Despite my exhaustion, all I could do was smile before instantly falling back asleep.

The following morning, filled with immense happiness, I excitedly told my sleepy husband about seeing the angels. However, he brushed it off and asked me not to bother him. Undeterred, I eagerly shared my experience on Facebook, hoping others would understand the reality of God. Unfortunately, once again, my post went unnoticed. If only everyone could witness what I saw, they would truly comprehend the existence of God.

As a mother, I often experience stress and find myself being overly protective. I admit that I'm not a perfect mother, and sometimes I question if God truly listens to me. However, I cannot let those doubts consume me. I believe that these challenges are tests, and I acknowledge that I am alive today because of God's grace and protection.

Indeed, everything is part of God's plan. I appreciate and hope that others would pray for me as well, as prayers hold incredible power. Every day, I make an effort to pray for everyone around the world and my loved ones too. May God bless and watch over everyone!

Why Did Jesus Had To Die On The Cross?

I use to be confused like everyone about why Jesus had to die on the Cross

John 3:16, 

“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” 

 John 1:26 

‘The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him and said, "Look, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!”

Seriously, it confuses me but praises the lord I somehow knew that he wants me to read The Old Testament when others say it has no importance but luckily I never listen to them and it’s regret for them not to read it because if we don’t read it then we don’t know God or what he is capable of, I only able to read Genesis until Leviticus and let me tell you that though I read parts of the Scriptures you somehow able to understand why God has to do what he does. What I see is that ‘The Old Testament’ is how we understand God and in ‘The New Testament’ we understand the Son of God which is Jesus.

So okay here is the Q&A.

"Why did God allow his Son to be a Sacrifice?”

Let’s go back to the Old Testament and this I believe is the reason. In Genesis, the way for God is to accept us and forgive our sins comes from Sacrifice. When Adam & Eve bore Abel & Cain, everything was of course happy at first. One day, the brothers decided to offer an offering for God. God accepted Abel’s offering and at the same time rejected Cain’s offering. There’s the reason for this because Abel gave the best Lamb he had while Cain gave not so much of the best crop for God.

So of course, let’s see it in another way. Like a Birthday Present, imagine it’s for someone dearly. Would you rather give something you know they really love or just give whatever that’s available and keep the good one to yourself? Of course, you give the best one because you want them to know how much you love them. That’s how we know if someone really cares for us. Let’s skip until Exodus, you guys should seriously feel lucky when you hear this because during Moses's time.

God instructed Moses to build ‘The Tabernacle’,

I was astounded how they manage to make this entire thing but thanked God for the gift of talent they manage to finish this movable Holy Temple. So the purpose of this was to connect God closer to his people and at the same time to make an offering for God to cleanse away their sins. 

Exodus 25:8  

" make a sanctuary for me, and I will dwell among them.”  

Exodus 29:45-46 

“Then I will dwell among the Israelites and be their God. They will know that I am the Lord their God, who brought them out of Egypt so that I might dwell among them.” 

You be surprised to know that although we know there are 10 commandments there are actually like 613 commandments, so those 10 are just the Top 10 rules. That’s why if they did commit one of the rules or a bunch of them, all they have to do was to come to the Tabernacle and offer a Living Sacrifice and God was being very precise on how he wants them to do it; like draining out their blood and put the blood on the horns of the Altar, cutting off the fats and throw into the fire, remove the blemishes because it was dirty and not right for the Lord or anyone by the way. That doesn’t end there he doesn’t want the same kind of animal but other different kinds of animal for different kinds of sins that you’ve committed.

So yeah, there’s a lot of procedure. It was tough back then to keep on killing animals just because of their sins and what’s even harder they have to do it personally to God and come to the Tabernacle. Don’t you think it’s easy for us right now? For our Generation, we should consider blessed because how we want our sins to be forgiven is just by kneeling in our room alone, ask and believe in Jesus. During Moses's time, they too have to pay for the Animals so they can offer a Sacrifice for God, but now Christ is paying for us by being the Sacrifice. He has no ‘Blemishes’ in other words ‘Sin’, his blood is precious to God so that also explains why so many have asked to be cleansed by the Blood of Jesus because it is so pure, so holy, and just clean.

Praise be to God he has paid for our ransom! And for God proof for his love for us all, he gave his only son, who also willingly being a sacrifice because he too loves the people in this world.

In conclusion, God knows we are lazy, God knows we are busy. God knows our hearts better than anyone else. He was upset that his people stop following him because it's too tiresome for them to keep doing offerings, so they were led astray to follow other paganism. But God has a plan, and that was to make his only son become the living sacrifice. So, his people can have an easy connection to God by just believing. No more slaughter of animals, no more offering but just offer themselves and repent in the name of Jesus. 

Don't worry about Jesus, he has the best reward yet for finishing his father's will. He has become our King. Seated beside the right hand of the father, looking out for us all in spirit, fighting against the forces that can't be seen in human eyes. I Love You, Jesus. Always and Forever.

Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. Only through him, you can get to God ❤

I Secretly Prayed For My UPSR To Passed & God Heard Me | Mom Fears God

This is my childhood testimony on how God helped me pass my UPSR exams without even studying properly and during the process experience what it's like having real friends. Today, I felt love and passion for some reason, and it made me remember all the good things that Jesus did for me, even when I didn't realize it was Him. To be honest, I wasn't the smartest kid, not because I didn't want to study, but because I lacked encouragement back then. From Primary 1 to 3, I was bullied at at a Chinese primary school in St. James, Likas because of being quiet, not only by other kids but also by the teachers there. They made assumption that I was handicapped just because I refused to speak, but in reality, I was just very shy. 

Sometimes, I would cry alone during recess, feeling ashamed to let others see my tears, pretending as if nothing had happened. There's times when I was minding my own business in class, kids would tell the teachers that I smelled bad, and they even made up a story about me pooping in my bag. The teacher then came to me and searched my bag to see if it was true and find nothing. I didn't have any real friends at St. James or even back when I was in kindergarten. I literally had no friends at all. My parents also didn't understand my situation back then, and they believed the teachers when they said I was a problematic child during Report Card Day. Eventually, I found the strength to ask my mom to move me to another school, although I felt ashamed to tell her the real reasons why.

She agreed, thinking it would be best for me. Then my brother told me that one of the teachers was glad that I had finally moved. Hearing that broke my heart, and I kept wondering, "What did I ever do to them?" Instead of staying there and enduring mental and sometimes mild physical torment, it was better for me to be the one who moved. I was transferred to SK St. Francis Convent, and from that point on, I had the best year of my life. My parents noticed a change in me, I was happier and more cheerful. The best part was I made friends there, and I thought to myself, "I finally have real friends."

Although my life wasn't perfect, I still experienced bullying. However, the bullies at my new school weren't as terrible as the ones at St. James. It was more manageable, and I had friends who brought me happiness. I felt that it was all part of God's plan. Maybe He saw how depressed and sad I was, so He gave me a school where I could cope and friends as a reward for enduring the suffering at my previous school. Honestly, I feel like crying now, even though I'm in a public area. Haha. Then, when I reached Primary 6, stress started because of the upcoming UPSR exams. It was strange because during the exam, they arranged the tables in such a way that I was the only one seated at the back. Maybe I felt like the teacher didn't trust me and thought I might cheat. However, I chose to think positively.

Anyway, during the exams, I was extremely nervous. Oh I forgot to mention, I did attend a tuition. It wasn't my parents who arranged the tuition for me, but rather a teacher who approached me and offered to teach me. It was a new experience for me because the teachers at my old school had always given up on me and didn't seem to care if I failed. Even my parents started losing hope in me and focused more on my brother. Interestingly, I am grateful for the Muslim teacher who care enough to teach me. 

Despite receiving tuition, I still thought I might fail because I consistently got low marks on my tests. It was quite embarrassing, to be honest. Then, during the exams, I was filled with fear, believing that I would likely fail. I hadn't done any revision on my own, only relying on what I learned during the tuition. Out of nowhere, while sitting alone at the back during the UPSR exams, I found myself praying, almost unconsciously. I prayed secretly because I was embarrassed if people saw me. I prayed strongly, hoping to pass my exams. Months went by, and the time came to receive my UPSR results. 

I didn't want to go, so my mom went without me to collect it. I also didn't want to know what my result was because deep down, I was confident that I had failed. From a distance near my room, I overheard my parents at home, holding my result and expressing disbelief. My dad said, "I'm surprised she didn't fail." I was shocked when I heard them say that, so I went to look at the results myself. I couldn't believe it—I was surprised by how I managed to pass. I had thought that maybe I had only passed a few subjects, but it turned out that I passed all of them. I was still grateful to see grades that I had never achieved before, but at that time, I didn't fully recognize God's hand in it. I thought it was just pure luck. However, now I understand that it was all from God. 

So every day, I am thankful to Him and dedicated my life to Him. May God bless all my brothers and sisters! This is my genuine testimony that He is always with us, guiding us, even when we are unaware of it.